Letter 14

Dear God,
     Thank You.

     Also, I want to ask You to please look after Tony and Justin... Tony's feeling like I have been, and Justin's trying to find his way in life.  Watch over them both, and help them find peace, God, please.

Love,
Bitsy

Letter 13

Dear God,

     So, you totally know what's happening with Anna, Meriam, Sarah, and Kayla... Please, God, help me through this.  I can't deal with this without you.  Stay by my side tomorrow and comfort me, I don't want to lose it again, like I did today.  I love You.  Goodnight.  I miss You.

Love,
Bitsy

Letter 12

Dear God,
     First, I want to ask, Lord, please forgive me of my sins and trespasses.  I'm such a sinner, and I'm so sorry.  I'm trying to ignore my sinful nature, and live the way You want me to but I know I'm not doing such a good job.
     God, I want to thank You for staying by my side at camp.  That doctrine just didn't feel right, and the only time I felt Your presence, is when I picked up Your Word, the only Word.  Thank You, God, for giving us the Bible to read.  And I really want to say thank you for Psalm 20.  You knew I needed that.
     I love You so much, God.  And I love everything You make and give.  Thank You for everything I have in my life, God.  You're so amazing and wonderful.
     Watch over the ones I love, and also, the people I don't get along with very well.  They need You, too.
     I love You.  Hugs and kisses.

Love,
Bitsy

Letter 11

Dear God,
     Please forgive me for my sins, God.  I haven't been making good decisions, lately, and I know that hurts You, and I'm sorry, God.
     Chris is having some problems.  You know what they are.  Please, help him, God.  I know he doesn't believe, but please help him.
     Thank You for Tanner, Lord.  He's so amazing.  I love him so much, thank You for putting us together.  Thank You for my family, and my wonderful friends.  Thank You for everything You bless me with.

I love You.  Hugs & kisses.
Sweet dreams

Love,
Bitsy

Letter 10

Dear God,
     Hey, God.  Thanks for helping me with Sarah.  But I still don't know what to say to Kayla.  Should I give her a Bible?  Will she even read it?  I wanna at least try. . .
     You've done so much for me.  Thank You for all the wonderful people in my life.  I'm so grateful for them all.
     I read Revelations the other day.  I understand some of it, but John's vision is really confusing.  Especially the part about "the seven spirits of God."  What does that mean??  I want to understand.  Please help me.
     I'm sorry for the things I've been saying about Margo.  I know I shouldn't say them, even at the time I'm saying them.  Please help me to watch my mouth, and treat her like You would.  Help me to treat everyone like that.  Especially Zach.  Please, God, help me get rid of the mean thoughts and words I have in my head.  Help me get rid of them, because I know You don't like them, and I hurt You when I say them, or think them.
     Should I talk to Tanner, again, about a purity ring?  He says he's going to get one, but I think someone else should get it for him, like my mom got mine for me.  I still haven't showed him my pledge, but I plan on it.  He's so sweet, God, thank You so much.

     Well, I'm going to bed.  Gotta get up early, You know. =]
     I love You so much.  Hugs and kisses to Grandma, and Grandpa Lee, and Grandpa Woody.  And hugs and kisses to You, too, God.  Goodnight.

Love,
Bitsy

P.S. Please watch over everyone I know, tonight.  Even those whom I don't get along with very well.  Let them know you're watching over them, and help us all sleep peacefully tonight.  Amen.

Letter 9

Dear God,
     You're coming back, soon.  I'm excited, but I'm also a bit sad.  Please don't take that wrong, God.  I'm happy to be getting off of this earth, but... Oh, You know what I want... I want a family.  I've always wanted a family of my own; kids, and a loving husband...

     God, I really need Your help.  I don't know the words.  I need to help my friends... my family... God, please help me...

     Forgive me, for my wicked thoughts, and for the things that come out of my mouth.  I'm so sorry, and ashamed, and I want to make things right.

I love You so much, God

Love,
Brittany

Letter 8

Dear God,

   I know it's been quite awhile since I have written You a letter.  I'm ashamed to say I don't talk to You very much in my head, anymore, either.  I'm sorry, God.  I know there's no excuse.  God, please forgive me for cursing and all that stuff... I know it's dumb and I shouldn't do it, but I let it pop out of my mouth, and it makes me mad at myself.  Help me to open my ears, God, and my heart and soul, and help me let go of the wheel before I crash.

   I want to thank You, God, for Tanner, and all of my friends and family.  It's hard times like these that we need to draw closer to You, and have peace among one another.  I just want to thank You again, for blessing me so much.  I don't express my gratitude nearly as much as I should, and I'm sorry, God.

   I bet You get tired of hearing me apologize for things that I could fix so easily.  I don't know why it's so difficult for me to stay focused on You.  I wish I could blame ADD, but I can't.  It's my own fault.

   God, help me to be more like You, helping people and making a difference the lives of the people around me.  Help me to be a light in the dark for them, and teach them about You.  I never know what to say, or when to say it, God, please give me the words and the courage to say the words, especially to my friends.  You'd think it'd be easier to talk to your friends about God, but it's actually harder.  God, please help me.

   Watch over everyone who's suffering, and let them know they are never alone.  Watch over our family and friends tonight, Lord, please, and help us all to have a good night's rest.

I love You, God.
Goodnight...

Love,
Bitsy

Letter 7

God, save me... help me... take all my worries and throw them out... take all my stress away, God please... I'm begging You... I don't wanna take much more of this, God... please help me...
I love You... goodnight, God...

Letter 6

Hey, God.
   I miss You.  Very much.  I'm not sure what else to say.  I wish You were here.  I wish I could see You.
I love You.  I'll write another letter later on, but I will just talk to You in my head.  Love You.

Love,
Bitsy

Prayer Request

God, please comfort Sarah and her family over the loss of Sarah's uncle.  It's so hard losing a loved one, please comfort them and let them know You're there.  Let them know everything will be alright.

Amen

Letter 5

Dear God,
   Thank You for keeping us safe this morning.  I pray for the people and the families of the people who got in wrecks because of the icy roads this morning.  Watch over them, please.
   Thanks for giving Mom a safe trip home tonight.  And please, watch over all of my family, whatever they're doing, just keep them safe, God, please.  My friends, too, please.

   I'm sorry I cussed, today.  I shouldn't have, and there's no excuse for it.  I'm sorry, God.  I know it makes You unhappy.  Although I am getting better at watching my mouth, I shouldn't be cussing at all.  I'm sorry, God.

   So, how are things up in Heaven?  Pretty awesome, I bet.  I wonder, though, do you guys have winter up there?  Or like, summer, or spring, or fall?  Or is it just like, a certain temperature up there, all the time?  Do you guys have weather up there?  I hope you have rain, 'cause I love rain.  Tell Grandpa and Grandma I say hello =].

   God, please help everyone have a good day tomorrow, and a good night's sleep tonight.  And can I not dream anything tonight, please?  Lol.  I would prefer a dark, dreamless and peaceful sleep lol.

   Well, God, I need to finish my homework.  I'm sorry I'm such a procrastinator. =/
Thanks again for all my friends and family, and the blessings You give to us all.  Thank You for Tanner.  He's an amazing boyfriend, and an amazing best friend.  Just thank You for everything, God.  You're awesome. =]

I love You! -hugs and kisses-  Miss You... Night!

Love,
Bitsy

Letter 4: Thank You...

Dear God,
   Thank You for helping me out at the speech meet Saturday.  I'm glad it's over with, though lol.  No more individual events for this girl!  But again, thanks a lot.

   I had such an amazing day with Tanner, today.  I thank You for that, too.  I'm so grateful to You for keeping him safe, especially tonight, when I had that sick feeling about him going home.  Thank You for keeping him safe, God.  I love him very much, and I'm so glad he's in my life.  Thank You, thank You, thank You.  I can never thank You enough for the things You have given me.  I love You even more.

   Well, I'm going to finish my homework, and go to sleep.  Thank You for everything You bless me with.
Goodnight, I love you so very much. -hugs-

Love,
Bitsy

Letter 3

Dear God,
   Hey, God.  I know I talked to You earlier, when I was outside, but I like talking to You.  Even though You don't ever say anything back.  Well, anything I can physically hear, anyway lol.
   God, I'm sorry for talking bad about Nana, today.  I said I wasn't going to talk bad about people, but I'm still doing it.  And I'm sorry I keep cussing.  I've cut back quite a bit, but I'm sorry I haven't stopped altogether, like I promised.
   God, it's so easy to decide to be happy at the beginning of a day, but why can't I make myself stay happy?  I always let things upset me and all that.  God, please stay by my side tomorrow, and remind me to think about what I say to people, and how I treat them.  Stay by my side and remind me to be happy, God.  I know You probably don't like it when I'm so sullen for no reason.  God, please remind me constantly of all the blessings You've given me, and the beauty around me that was designed by You.
   Oh, and one more thing:  PLEASE, help me with speech this Saturday!!
I love you, God.  Goodnight.  Hugs & kisses.

Love,
Bitsy

Letter 2

Dear God,
   Good morning.  Thanks for all the snow to get me out of school.  Now, I get to spend the day with Mom.  We're going to watch the rest of The Wizard of Oz, then we're going to watch the Vampire's Assistant.  I'll be back to write on this letter some more.  Love You!!
Love,
Bitsy

Later in the day...
Hey God,
   No school again, tomorrow.  I appreciate that.  Although I despise the cold, the snow is really pretty, especially when it glitters in the outside light.  It looks a pretty blue/purple.
   So, God, I gotta question.  I think Logan is a liar... Am I out of place to think so?  I mean he's got absolutely no proof, or at least, none that he's shown.  And then this whole thing with Cirque du Freak... I watched the movie today, and I'm sure he got that attack idea from there.  Is this just an imagination game gone wrong?  Because it's sort of creepy, and I can't find any truth in it, and something feels way wrong and off.
   I'm going to read the Cirque du Freak series, now, although I have a bad feeling I'm going to find a lot of what I'm looking for.  And then I will feel like a complete idiot for believing something like that.  Can I You give me a little assistance, God?  I'd really appreciate it.  This is all confusing...
   On a brighter note, thanks for Tanner, and all of my friends.  Keep them safe tonight, and tomorrow, and each day and night after that, God.  Please.  I love them all so much.  Thanks.
   Well, I'm going to go back to Pride & Prejudice.
I love You.  Goodnight.  -hugs-

Love,
Bitsy

Letter 1

Dear God,
   I know I've told You a lot that I love Your stars, but I gotta tell you again:  I love Your stars.
Especially that one constellation that Tanner and I found this summer; You know, the one that looks like a heart, lying on it's side.  I love that one.

   I got a question:  Why did You make ice?  I mean, I know it serves a purpose in places like Alaska and Antarctica, but why do we have to have it here?  It's so dangerous, especially for people like me and Tana.  Two sisters who have trouble even walking in straight lines.

   God, why is it that people who love each other, sometimes try to hurt each other?  Like, say something mean, or stuff like that.  We love them, why do we try to hurt them?  Is it because we want to see if, even though we were jerks, they'll still love us like before?  Is that what people do to You, sometimes?

   I'm sorry, God, I'm jumping subjects.  I'm tired lol.  I think I'll crash, now.  Goodnight.  I love You. -hugs-

Love,
Bitsy